I wait like the gasoline tanker at the railroad crossing. Behind me an ambulance screams and the red lights strobe their way into my brain. I wait for the klaxons to quiet, the red lights to go out, and the trembling arms to rise. How did it come to this?
we diminish beneath happiness without you she considers the unfocused clouds blueprints madness and prophecy run coldly past the night forest the slight rosary of the stars your treetop microscope looks through a cathedral organ toward organisms whose function we have yet to discern you close up your glance put down her attention look for instructions find only bone
To drown is to fall beneath the surface. To linger below in the silence with the mud anchored weeds floating aloft from their roots.
Do you too long to lie face down? Floating. Eyeing the small fish that drift in and out of the rushes.
This pond where the horses stand in the hottest part of summer evenings as they wait for the dusk and the waning of the heat.
They come one after another, head to tail, down the single track to bath their feet in the cooling mud.
We sit on the screen porch and watch the trucks. Headlights swinging down the graveled country road, away from the pond, the horses, and the way the breeze sighs at the sunset.
I am sorry that I forgot to call you on Sunday. The weather here is changing; summer is ending; tomorrow the first fall storm arrives.
The trees aren’t turning color so much as losing color. The ferns bend under the weight of the rain that drops from the trees. Leaves fall into the mud and become soggy. It rains too much here for any kind of fall crispness.
We continue to function under the increasingly porous lock-down, masks at the ready. They will make dating our pictures easier for our grandchildren, if there are any pictures, if there are any grandchildren.
Just now there’s a bit of sun and I wonder—how are you? Has the season begun to turn there?