Mama made the switch jump the track choo-choo she said as she stuffed applesauce up the baby’s nose.
Tina wanted Rico wanted Rico so hard she nearly split that watermelon boozed hard Rico split and Tina went away to Bernard.
Bernard brave as a bear falters his father face on the staircase to Theresa’s room.
Bernard will only say that Theresa is already gone. Theresa, that strange huntress, ready to sign her way through a father’s vigilance; her soft virgin’s virtues sing an eight-bar blues about the fall of night on the Neva river. Her river runs through it unnamed. This is the smallest word.
Word comes to Tina, Mama and the baby are on the train home. choo-choo
20 miles to the north the Bolt Creek fire burns up a draw towards the ridge climbing along lines laid deep in the soil it burns first one way then another the weird sentience of wild fire its imperative to consume and grow now blocked and burning back on itself burning the trees to charcoal and then burning the charcoal again hotter and hotter we too are burning and re-burning the same ground waiting to be quenched.
Dawn cracks open the world, forcing its upper windows ajar. Letting the first spark of light into the darkness. Dawn takes darkness for granted. Takes her job of breaking night for granted. Dawn is careless, heedless of how brightly she burns. She doesn’t concern herself with the flammability of daylight. She wants only to extinguish the stars.
I, unaccountably, love vultures. Shy and overly friendly, they’ll carefully pluck the buttons from your shirt. No really, it happened to me. Well, it was only one button.
Gaining a vulture’s trust takes time. In the heat of a late August morning try a hose that sprays cool water under their wings and across their heavy chests. Afterwards, glistening wings held wide, the vulture will smile. Head tilted just so; his beak left slightly ajar; his black eyes rolling in ecstasy.
But I digress… I always digress. The slow presence of prayer and the slow drying of the vulture’s wings. These are only talismans. Against what— I can no longer tell. Against the loss of memory?
But I want to forget God. As if he had simply walked away from the world on that August morning while I was bathing the vultures.